wow.  do i suck lately.

i haven't written in this thing for like months.  not that anyone really reads this.  oh well.

so it's officially 2007.  anything new?  no.

it's so weird to think that 2006 is gone.  like...done.  i dunno.  i'm gay.  i'll stop talking.

this year is going to be different.  i can feel it.

pppppprrrrroooooocrastination.

i hate homework.  i definately haven't written in this thing forever, and here i am again, when i really really need to be doing a shit load of homework.

ha i love irony.

school is alright.  i guess.  i'm not allowing myself to complain.

i'm thinking that we need winter break really soon now.  but not so fast that we don't get to experience fall.  because fall is beautiful.  and such.

someone shoot me?

ahhhhhhh so its the end of summer.  the time when parents start rejoicing that they don't have to deal with their kids during the day, when kids start to panic about having to do work again, when stores up the prices on notebooks and pens and such, and when everyone starts to realize that it's actually coming to an end.  in the beginning i think everyone sees it as a sort of endless time, i mean, 3 months seems like forever.  then after there's about a week left nobody knows where the time went.  i know i'm sure wondering what i've been doing all summer that it's gone by so fast.

personally, i don't want to start school.  i just need a little more time to relax, to do nothing, to catch up with friends...to stay out of my parents' hair...to breathe.  i'm not ready for a new year of stress, teachers who expect too much, parents who are to hard to please, friends competing with other friends for who's "better".  i'm just not ready to deal with it.  any of it.  i just want to stay in my own little world of harry potter and coldplay and purple icees.  that's what makes me happy. 

anybody else not going to school any time soon?

so i'm thinking today was the best day ever.

:)

wow i've definately been in need of a new entry for a while.  sorry.

so yeah.  nothing new really happening.  getting really nervous for school speaking that it's in about a month.  not cool.

might be getting a job at forever 21.  wish me luck.  i really need a job.  and a car.

blah.  i never have anything to say!  everyone is leaving for college soooo soon and i don't know what i'm going to do without them.  it's scary.  very scary.

i think i would be one of those people that don't want to leave for college.  i don't know what i'm going to do when i don't have my dad to fix whatever i broke, or my mom to tell me where i have to be in a half hour, or henry to borrow pj pants and sweat shirts from.  i'm not even looking forward to it.  blah.

i need help.